Bitter Sweet

So I stay alone for a long time.
But I'm not accustomed to come back for stay alone again.

But I feel better than last time so much.
Easily I'm not gnaw on, don't cry before sleep.
Easily I talk to him with feel just "brother".
Don't call, don't send massage and already don't want to meet him.
And I think I'm be strong soon.

I feel thanks my self for wrote abusively to my self last day.
"Stop please. Compasstionate towards your self please..."
I also compasstionate towards my self.
So how much he feel more than ?

Realist !! and still stand here.
Give he choose walk go on.
I'm not turn back and not go on.
Give he move along. If he tired, please turn back.
I don't wait but now I just still here.

Thanks for our best moment.
Let go feeling become memories.
Stay alone for a while.
Tired enough ...